just kinda realized im literally sort of spamming the gurokawaii and yamikawaii tag. i think that just proves that those two "aesthetics" don't get enough recognition and that kinda makes me sad. but moreso on tumblr it's more popular, especially with menhera-chan and gloomy bear. also meaning that the tags are used more, while on here it's shortstacked. i sort of wanted to use newgrounds since on tumblr it is more restricted so i can't upload stuff that i want to there. idk what this post is even about but like im in class and im bored so i guess i just want the time to pass :( anyways just wanted gurokawaii and yamikawaii to be appreciated more. i think it revived some months ago, but like only for a little. but instead i sort of stayed to it and i did realize that my art did get more recognition when i started to seprate myself from just a basic anime fanart artist, but still nothing. like small baby doodles get thousands of likes while my drawings of 4 hours don't. think it has to do with it being guro but that's my style and i dont wanna change that.

while this account is strictly guro/yamikawii, my tumblr does include "normal' art for example one of strawberry shortcake and a lot of precure/mahou shojou art aswell. and i'd say im more inspired by jazmin bean (my username is literally saccharine named after their song lol) and older melanie martinez songs. but whatevs also another person i look up is fluttermew, since their games are my cup of guts so check em out too on itch.